TMAWNB [ABO] 18 - Like

 

Totally Marked by an Alpha Who's Not My Boyfriend [ABO]

Chapter 18 - Like

When he just woke up in the morning, Chu Ling was pushed and rolled off the bed by Han Gu again.

The place I entered last night was slippery and tight, but this time I ate it all with little effort.

It was not the estrus period, so Han Gu had no scruples and came directly from behind, making Chu Ling cry and scream. In the end, Han Gu didn't relent, but he couldn't help but do it several times.

After letting the other party do this to such an extent, Chu Ling finally realized that he couldn't deceive himself.

He hadn't thought of Lin Xuan for a long time, and even now his mind was almost full of Han Gu's affairs. But in just half a year, he never thought that he would end up falling in love so soon.

I don't know how Lin Xuan is now, since the last time I saw him with another Omega, there has been no follow-up news. Even though they have separated, the concern is still there.

Chu Ling thought about it for a while, and went straight to Lin Xuan's work place when he was free in the afternoon of the holiday.

Lin Xuan is a cadre of the hospital management class. Most of them travel around because of work, and usually rarely stay in the hospital, but Chu Ling knows where to find him. During general holidays, he used to talk to people about his work in a fixed restaurant.

Chu Ling went directly to the restaurant, and sure enough, he caught a glimpse of Lin Xuan and a few unknown people inside. Not wanting to disturb the other party, he chose a seat with his back to Lin Xuan and sat down, quietly observing.

Not long after Chu Ling sat down, Lin Xuan accidentally glanced back and saw the person sitting behind him.

Chu Ling didn't plan to meet the other party originally, but now he has to do so.

After Lin Xuan finished his work, he came to Chu Ling, his eyes stayed on Chu Ling's stomach, as if he was a little puzzled. Only then did Chu Ling remember that when they met last time, he still had the obstetrics consultation form in his hand. Although it was a misunderstanding, he never told Lin Xuan.

"I'm not... pregnant." Chu Ling avoided Lin Xuan's inquiring gaze, and he didn't know what mood he was in to say this.

Lin Xuan nodded and asked, "Are you waiting for someone?"

"No. Please take a seat."

The atmosphere was a bit awkward for a while, and they had never had such a rusty conversation between them.

But Lin Xuan didn't seem to care, and said, "You're here to find me, aren't you?"

Chu Ling raised his head and glanced at the other party, knowing that he couldn't hide anything from him, so he replied, "I didn't plan to meet you, I just wanted to know how you've been doing recently."

Lin Xuan didn't answer this question, his eyes stayed on Chu Ling, and after observing for a while, he said, "Your estrus period is earlier, and your Alpha aura is very heavy."

Chu Ling was stunned on the spot. He didn't know how much the Alphas could understand each other's breath, but he obviously knew that he was...

Lin Xuan knew what Chu Ling was thinking when he saw Chu Ling's expression, and couldn't help showing a painful expression: "I know you can't refuse. I just can't help but blame myself, why didn't I tag you earlier."

Chu Ling looked at Lin Xuan and did not speak for a while.

Lin Xuan added: "If there is another chance, I don't care about this at all, as long as you can come back to me."

This is a sincere statement, and it is very touching.

Chu Ling didn't have any doubts, because he knew the man in front of him too well.

He suddenly remembered that Lin Xuan had always been this kind of person with sacrifice and dedication, with a gentle personality and not strong. That used to be one of the reasons why he liked him. Even Lin Xuan had several opportunities to mark Chu Ling, but he didn't do it, not because he didn't love it, but because he loved it too much, so he always wanted to wait until both of them were ready physically and mentally. But what happened to Chu Ling later came unexpectedly, causing both parties to suffer greatly.

Chu Ling lowered his head, as if feeling even more guilty. And he is even the least qualified person to comfort each other.

Lin Xuan also seemed to be aware of his gaffe at this time, and quickly calmed down, "I'm sorry for making you embarrassed."

Chu Ling shook his head and said, "Last time, in front of the bookstore... I saw you walking with an Omega. I thought..."

Lin Xuan shook his head with a wry smile, "He's from another hospital unit, and that's what he meant. I thought it was possible, but it still wasn't possible."

This sentence has been said clearly enough, and Chu Ling can't help but remember that he couldn't help but feel jealous when he saw it. However, the irony is that it was because of their quarrel that they made Han Gu confess his life experience, and they came to this point.

Lin Xuan saw that Chu Ling bowed his head and said nothing, and probably knew that his words made him embarrassed, but other than these, it seemed that they had nothing to say.

Chu Ling knew in his heart that he shouldn't let Lin Xuan suffer like this any longer. Whether he couldn't forgive, whether he thought he was selfish or hated himself, there should be someone to make a complete end, just like breaking up at the beginning.

"Lin Xuan, forget me."

When Chu Ling calmly met Lin Xuan's stunned gaze, he confessed, "I like him."

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When he went back, Han Gu was at home, and he began to look up and down continuously from the moment he entered the door.

Chu Ling felt helpless about the hostility between these Alphas, so he had to admit: "I met Lin Xuan today."

Han Gu raised his eyebrows, but did not speak.

Chu Ling didn't want to explain anything. It took a lot of courage to admit to his old lover that he was in love with him, but this new lover was still in an ambiguous period with him. Although he can feel that Han Gu has a good impression of him, he is not sure what the other party really thinks, and it is even very likely that he is still hesitant to wait and see just like himself. After all, the beginning between them is too complicated. Perhaps sympathy, pity, responsibility and obligation are far more than love, but there is no doubt that love will come to this point. However, just liking it is not enough to support it for a lifetime. He felt that he should think about it and give the other party more space to think.

He understands that Han Gu is not a sloppy person, and there must be other reasons for the other party's delay in pointing it out.

Chu Ling looked at Han Gu and seemed unhappy, and said, "I understand what I'm doing, so you don't have to worry."

Not worried, but upset. Han Gu has seen all kinds of people, and all kinds of embarrassing situations have happened. He rarely has such emotions, but he has been paying more and more attention to Chu Ling recently. Sure enough, Alpha's possessiveness is all about Is it unreasonable? Han Gu suppressed this thought, hummed heavily, and then stopped talking. He didn't forget what he promised, and naturally he wouldn't go back on it. He remembered that there was a book in the study that said: Alphas who are vexatious will be hated.

Chu Ling glanced at him, then walked back to his room.

After that, Chu Ling's performance was no different. He still kept the lights on, stayed for dinner, waited for Han Gu to come back, and occasionally had sex...

If both parties seem to pretend not to care, probably only the physical performance is the most honest. When they can't see through each other and are not satisfied with the status quo, the only solution is probably to get out of bed, so unconsciously, they indulge themselves more and more times.

So one time, Chu Ling had a cold for a long time and didn't get better, so he reluctantly asked a family doctor to see him.

After the doctor's diagnosis, he ordered some precautions, and then looked at him with very strange eyes, his expression seemed puzzled.

"What's wrong?" Chu Ling was often frightened by the doctor's attitude.

The doctor shook his head, and finally said euphemistically with professional ethics: "It's better not to overindulge recently." He probably didn't understand how a person could go from excessive abstinence to overindulgence.

When Chu Ling heard this, his face flushed red.