TMAWNB [ABO] Fanwai 1 - Healing With Love

Totally Marked by an Alpha Who's Not My Boyfriend [ABO]

Fanwai 1 - Healing With Love

*The time point of this article starts from the second time after being drugged*

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At the moment when his consciousness returned, he saw Chu Ling who was covered in bruises and bruises, and he was still comforting him: "It's okay, I'm fine...don't worry..."

He watched with his own eyes Chu Ling closed his eyes and passed out, carefully wrapped the person in his clothes, and hugged him quietly for a while before going home.

After examining Chu Ling, the doctor only said, "He's fine." Then he sighed again, and asked Han Gu, who had been standing beside him, "What are you going to do?"

Han Gu finally said, "If he wants to sue me, I'm willing to cooperate with the investigation."

The doctor rolled his eyes at him angrily and didn't intend to pay attention.

Han Gu still said, "I'm serious."

"Of course I know." The doctor knew Han Gu's character very well, and said calmly, "But I tell you, Chu Ling would not want to hear this. Even if you force him in such a tough way, he'll make this as a no big deal and he won't have any complaints."

"You found me." Han Gu was not surprised that this keen person would notice this.

"I just guessed it." The doctor sighed again and said, "You have always been like this, and you are very persistent in who you have identified as your person. Those who spoke ill of your mother in school were beaten half to death by you. You clearly know you are the one who has to die, offend that gangster, and make yourself half-dead..."

Han Gu interrupted: "Stop talking, it's all over."

It's not a good feeling to think about the past again, but compared to now, it seems that I don't care so much.

The doctor looked at Han Gu and said, "Put out your hand, and I'll test your blood for you."

Han Gu stretched out his hand and asked the doctor to draw a blood test. The doctor frowned when he saw the ferocious wound on the other's forearm, and bandaged it along the way, "Did you get bitten by a dog?"

"Yeah."

The doctor wisely did not ask who bit it. The bite marks were in the opposite direction, and I knew that both of them had a share, but the mouth was a lot harder in the inward direction, as if to bite off the flesh, and it was completely merciless.

The doctor still sighed, and his tone finally calmed down, "Do you now understand why I have to separate you from Chu Ling every time I have a psychological consultation? I just lied to Chu Ling under the guise of an involuntary marker. The real problem is you, Han Gu. The unpleasant past experiences have affected you too deeply, you are too paranoid, and you feel very insecure. And your current psychological deviation index is very high, no matter what decision you make ... you and him are not suitable."

Han Gu didn't care about his own condition at all, he just asked, "Is it still possible for me to hurt him like this time?"

"I don't know." The doctor glanced at his wound and said objectively, "I only know that you will probably scar yourself before you hurt him."

Han Gu fell silent.

"Actually, you are still very safe because you are very restrained. But you will lose your sense of proportion when encountering matters related to Chu Ling. To be honest, I can see your change in the past year. You start to relax and become happy. In the past, you were just alive, and any emotion was numb, now you should start to experience life. Even for Chu Ling, I hope you can keep it up. "

"Can you not tell Chu Ling about my question?"

"Of course, I still have the professional ethics of a doctor. You are not sick, but you are just seriously insecure. In a more literary way, you need to heal with love." After laughing, he said seriously: "Now that this person has appeared, I can finally retire. Although from the time we met again, it was you who helped me, but I personally experienced a doctor real value isn't just on the operating table."

"Let go of yourself, Han Gu. You can cross this hurdle again. You know that the last thing Chu Ling needs is your self-blame. You should also believe that inviting me here is the best thing you have ever done. One of the right decisions."

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Later, the doctor really did not reveal the words and phrases to Chu Ling.

There was nothing unusual about Chu Ling's performance. He even thought that it was because his estrus period was approaching, so he misunderstood why Han Gu was so obsessed with entering his genital cavity.

Chu Ling blushed again when he said these words inadvertently, completely unaware of the sinister mind of the other person.

Han Gu once said to Chu Ling: "I'm actually not as good as you think."

This sentence was completely from the bottom of Han Gu's heart, but the simple Chu Ling couldn't understand it, so he didn't want him to know too much. Children who grow up in a dirty environment cannot be completely clean. He himself was already in a quagmire, and he accidentally threw Chu Ling into the water, so he could only make up for it as much as possible and keep his innocence and cleanliness. But he was inadvertently attracted by Chu Ling.

Therefore, when Han Gu faced Chu Ling, he had always been self-control, forbearance, and gentleness. He completely restrained his edge and took care of him carefully. But Chu Ling was too indulgent towards him, letting him ask for anything, even when he was most out of control, he tolerated without complaint, which gradually made him develop a secret and longing dark idea, which made him never again Reluctant to let go.

He wants everything he has.

Body, mind, and soul—all his!

Therefore, even though he was out of control he was still a little sober, and he deliberately followed his desire to forcefully enter Chu Ling's genital cavity. He knew that as long as he took the last step at this time, Chu Ling would never reject him again, and he shamelessly exploited this person's soft-heartedness and kindness.

Even if this may cause great pain to Chu Ling, he does not regret it.

His dark thoughts were even revealed in sex. He wanted Chu Ling to hurt him in bed, cry for him, shout for him, and use all kinds of gentle or strong means to shame him, make him comfortable, and let him take the initiative to open his body , let him orgasm until he loses his mind, let him conceive his own child until he can no longer leave himself.

It's so filthy!

He thought that he had been afraid of the sinful blood of the other half in his body since before. He had vowed not to become that person, but he still did the same.

The first time was understandable, the second time he couldn't deceive himself.

There is indeed such an evil desire in his heart.

However, Chu Ling only patiently soothed his restlessness and anxiety incessantly, repeatedly, and again and again. Whenever he felt that he was about to fall into a desperate situation, he would be healed by that person's tenderness.

"I would."

"I voluntarily."

"It doesn't matter if you want to go in... I'll take birth control pills..."

"...I'll show you my determination..."

This person is not stingy to give himself a home full of warmth, even a hope. When he wanted to let the other party choose freely, he himself said what he wanted to be with him. When he was about to lose control, he wanted to tell him to go, but was interrupted resolutely by the other party, saying that he wanted to stay, and that he didn't need to be patient anymore.

Every time, no matter what happened, this man never left himself.

So the last bit of darkness in his heart suddenly disappeared without a trace.

He had already planned the best and worst, and even if the proposal failed, he would try his best to keep people by his side. But none of these worst results happened. Chu Ling killed off such a despicable and dark idea early on, without even leaving the root. At that moment, he suddenly felt that this soft-hearted person had seen through himself a long time ago, but he never said anything.

Chu Ling's eyes were always clear and firm, making him feel love, satisfaction, and security, all of which were the most barren and lacking things in him.

In fact, he knows very well that no matter what the outcome will be, even if he can't ask for it in the end, he is still reluctant to hurt him.

Because he knows how to love someone.

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After the estrus period, the doctor was a little surprised when he did a psychological test for Han Gu again, "Your condition is very good, is it because of a smooth relationship?"

Han Gu said, "Yes. But that's not entirely the reason."

The doctor knew it in his heart, "It seems that your little cutie has done something to please you again."

Han Gu couldn't help but smile when he thought of Chu Ling's lack of resistance to his own voice, "Don't bully him too much."

"No way, you know his reaction was funny."

"How is his condition?"

"Physical and mental conditions are good, and there is absolutely no sequelae of the victim."

Han Gu felt relieved, "That's good."

The doctor looked at Han Gu, and suddenly hesitantly said, "Although I promised you, I still can't help but meddle in your business."

"What did you say to him?"

"Nothing. I just asked him to take good care of you. As a result, he replied that if there is no accident, he will accompany you for the rest of your life."

After Han Gu listened, the corner of his mouth slowly drew a smile.

"You don't seem surprised?"

"There is a feeling that he may have guessed something."

"But he never asked you?"

"No."

The doctor teased: "This is true love, so cherish it."

"I know."

Later, when Chu Ling found out that he was pregnant, he couldn't wait to call Han Gu.

Han Gu could feel the joy in his excited tone, it was sincere, without any reluctance.

He suddenly seemed to understand a little bit. At that time, even if the mother was in pain she insisted on giving birth. It was not just a continuation of her bloodline. She might have no love for that person, and life was very hard because of this, but she never treated her own child badly. Even when insulted, she straightened her back and never showed the appearance of a victim.

Because even in the most desperate moments, she did not lose the ability to love him.